hole yet, but at least my hands are on the rung of the ladder. With a
bit of strength and resolve, I can be back on my feet, both planted
firmly on the ground in June. What matters is how I manage my liasons.
The first is the one I have made the most of, and why I'm still in the
hole. I'd like to be there, but I can't afford to care like I want to,
barring a miracle save. Yet, the affection is real, and I love it. My
distraction is travel to the place of angst from a previous life of
mine. Time to see how far I've traveled and if I can stomach the
reality of being associated with a life and people I ran from over 10
years ago. The strength I need is to settle down and take life as it
comes, and not force it wasting my time and money in the process.
Somehow figure out how to make quality time and people, instead of
wasting time on people.
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