Aquarius Risings!

Michael Lutin Apr 27, 2010

AQUARIANS!

Aquarius Risings!

And Everybody else,too,

because we all have Aquarius somewhere on our charts:

This next ten month period will be probably

one of the great turning points in your life.

Talk about a crazy gamble!

For an astrologically technical reason

this position of Uranus at the end of Pisces

makes the area of the horoscope

where Aquarius falls

(as well as Pisces, of course)

a special hot spot.

Strange turns of events

and last minute mind-blowing reversals

will mark the area forever when you look back upon it.

Nobody can predict this one.

It's just a total roll of the dice.

Strength

Somehow I emerge from the fog of the past month. I'm not out of the
hole yet, but at least my hands are on the rung of the ladder. With a
bit of strength and resolve, I can be back on my feet, both planted
firmly on the ground in June. What matters is how I manage my liasons.
The first is the one I have made the most of, and why I'm still in the
hole. I'd like to be there, but I can't afford to care like I want to,
barring a miracle save. Yet, the affection is real, and I love it. My
distraction is travel to the place of angst from a previous life of
mine. Time to see how far I've traveled and if I can stomach the
reality of being associated with a life and people I ran from over 10
years ago. The strength I need is to settle down and take life as it
comes, and not force it wasting my time and money in the process.
Somehow figure out how to make quality time and people, instead of
wasting time on people.

Bitter Rain

My extended team is a bunch of biased brain dead bureaucrats, including me. I am in the midst of a long crawl out of my own hole. I am a mess. A selfish, impulsive, greedy lunatic. It seems like any thing I do taxes me 200 percent, leaving me with half as much cash. My obsession with women is stupid. Are they creatures or people? Do they care or dare? I feel like a fool and loser with no confidence lacking ease which keeps me at the mercy of my libido and parasitic better half. I wonder how I am going to survive the next 10 days? Paradise may follow. But at what cost?

Goals met goals set, unfulfilled without any progress or gain

Financials goals not met, material goals set and met. The combination has left me broke yet fulfilled I kept a commitment to myself, to receive an international shipment of my household goods. There are still steps I must take to complete the process. My endless stumbling and bumbling around here, and escaping elsewhere almost put that plan in jeopardy, thus broke. A let down after the fact was losing my wallet and cancelling my credit card. Yet that is a wake up call and a blessing in disguise. The wake up call is I need to settle down, and if I make a mistake no one will help me. The blessing in disguise is that without my credit card, I can't spend more money than I have even though I'm broke.

I must travel abroad to process customs. I invited my family but that seems to be opportunistic on my spouses behalf. Always eager to take advantage of something that someone can do for her. The pressure is still on, and I want it to stop. The trip is meant to process customs, which even she can't help me with, but taking advantage of it for the opportunities sake. And now planning to reform our condominium. Again, what is the end game for stabilizing our home. Will I get any more leeway in regards to privacy and usage of the entire home? I doubt it. A lot of effort and a lot to spend, yet also a lot of feeling continually used and no love, respect or any way out. Goals met goals set, feeling extremely unfulfilled lacking any real progress or gain.