breakthrough, but very foggy

My way overdue tax is in the mail, and most likely also the invoice from my accountants back to me. On the verge of divorce. All my friends lost to me. My girlfriend no response after a month of bliss together. I got assaulted last month and my bicycle stolen at the same time because my friends misunderstood me. Is this an actual bottom hitting a true bounce? Or an endless pit? 

Sad my daughters feel my pain. Not the first time but how pitiful I must seem to them. My soon to be ex-wife playing for a fool of me in front of them. My next wife playing me just the same perhaps. I don't what I am doing or why. Just a radical change on my gut feeling not knowing where it will lead. One day leads to another. One week leads to the next. But within the next month, I hope the fog clears. Sigh