18 November 12: Some people think I'm dark and negative. Fact is, this is a very somber moment and I am trying try to be as real and as authentic as possible. This happens to be a rather sad moment for each person in their own private way. A few serious realizations have bobbed up to the surface and there is little sense talking spiritual gibberish when people are in secret pain.
It's not funny at all. We could make some crass jokes about what is happening, the way you just burst out laughing at a funeral although you mean no harm or disrespect. In fact people are making some pretty vulgar and stupid comments about what is going on, mainly because it IS a sad moment and difficult to cope with.
When you look at the reality of the situation, not only in the world
but in your own life right now, you have to see that there is a touch of tragedy here.
This is the place to start. At least you're not in denial, and you can set about to right wrongs,
make amends, show kindness and begin to develop a strategy for how to cope with the next part,
which is going to be a rite of passage. Once you can identify and face the source and depth of the wound, then slowly,
slowly
slowly
you can begin the process of healing.
But it's not going to be fast. This will be page where it will all unfold. Be patient. It will be worth it.
19 Nov 2012 DAILY FIX
Over the next few years you are probably gong to be traveling into the unconscious realms, most likely deeper thant you have possibly ever gone. There lies a sunken treasure at the bottom of this private ocean, but wow! is it ever scary and dangerous down there. And all this from the mere transit of Chiron in Pisces.Just think of how much insight and pride in yourself exists at the bottom of that ocean. For now, you must descend slowly into the depths of your own being with the position of neptune and Chiron both in that noble sign.
An odd occurrence has taken place. Pisces is part of your horoscope which has now seceded from the rest of your astrological chart. Neptune has captured it and has swum away with it. Pisces remains now unto itself, apart, rather alone but often content. Neptune and Chiron pull Pisces along, and while it's separate and private, it help syou heal a very very very deep wound. And it will succeed. Just not by taking a couple of pills or downing a frozen margarita at breakfast, alhough, who knows, sometimes that helps.
Forgiveness--is it a sign of a highly evolved and spiritually wealthy being? Or is it the product of the naiveté of a chump who is in it to be slapped, demeaned and annihilated over and over again? Don't answer that too fast."
