Willing Victim Yes

This weekend is going to be interesting. Someone someway it has to be.
I'm sort of not up to it. Meaning my esteem is kind of low. Concerning
my wardrobe, diet, libido, blah blah blah. Hope it gets real, probably
realer than I'm ready for. But isn't that what they say, that's when
it happens. Do guys ever have a choice, no. Willing victim, Yes.