9/27

Pisces from Metropolis, 9/27

Forced change is a current Piscean theme. None of the Fishies are allowed to swim downstream for the moment. Your muscles are growing on every level—mental, emotional, physical and spiritual. The leap on everyone's lips is pivotal for you. You can make it to the other side, and you must remind yourself of that. Sunday's Full Moon brings finances and a drive to create them into hyperforce.
(Let's Hope)

Cold War

This week I'm in the black for the first time in three years. Catching up on my tax filings, but going through a bad time at home leading to separation and divorce. The cold war is escalating. There is nothing to say except the 500 pound gorilla who is my wife, trying to intimidate me and manipulate everyone and everything around us to no end. But the end is clear, and the end is near. It won't be nice or easy, but as far as the type of person she is, I know I'm doing the right thing. The bottom line is all these years of trying to make her happy, she's been using me, thinking of herself, forcing me to sacrifice while she keeps the spoils. Now that I see things clearly, she is speechless, at a loss for words, and kind of at a loss for everything that she wanted and now can't have. 

Winner?

She thinks she wins again by default. Maybe so. What a consistent play. Act coy, take no responsibility. And all other challengers shrink in light of such callous shallow bravado. But once confronted with what will be lost once I choose to one up such ridiculousness... money in hand, nothing to lose but the end of my life. Well, that being said, I think that is the inevitability she is betting on. Sad but true. Before then run like hell. 

Metro 6/21

Your blood heats up and your pulse is racing. You've just discovered the thrill of Neptune washing over you as Uranus keeps your dreams in technicolor. This is a live action film of your own making. Who are your friends? Are they trailblazers? Do they accept your trials and efforts to reach the top? Or are they desperate to have things go their way? You live your life with the choices you make each and every day.

(I wonder who this is, I can think of four people)

Doubt

I have my doubts. Lots of hints, hunches and the like. Anything less subtle would be ominous. This be the vortex, about to cross the threshold. Have to remember what happened last time, around this same time. Hopeful but fraught with suspicion that I swept aside yet the peril never went away. I am in familiar territory. I don't know who to talk to or what do. Pray 6/21 solstice. Bow to the summer. July 1st will know.

Tax timing

Finally getting down to reconciling my taxes. A positive move and distraction from my relationship issues. Home is a cold front and war. Friends are like the old saying, with friends like those, who needs enemies. Love is fraught with anxiety, angst and fear. Fleeting moments of romance, bliss, love and sex. Not sure what to believe. The birthday will be a milestone. After that I may have to ask tough questions.

So I'm feeling good about getting my act together, and will give me the confidence to make the right move in the right way. I hope I'm not getting played. It will be the final straw. Work is positive giving me support to reconcile my taxes, and will be a step in the direction of eventually visiting home with confidence.

Relationships - Take3

Michael Lutin

June 2012

To be happy and prosperous, use Feng Shui measures on the place you are living in. That draws positive energy and life (sometimes relatives) to your home. What an irony, though. Once you become prosperous you're too successful to stay home to enjoy it. It interferes with the agoraphobia of Pisceans who want to affect society but then be left alone. 

Relationships - Take2

Metropolis Tokyo

New people and events come into your life this week. The lunar eclipse on Monday intensifies the Venus eclipse of the Sun. Cosmically-attuned as you are, anything could happen. With this in mind, spend time focusing on what feels most comfortable for you. Visualize your fulfilling future now. Be open to a love that breaks all the rules. Most of all, be kind to yourself. Your life is about to change dramatically.

Relationships

Michael Lutin

Thursday 31 may

We are moving between two eclipses now. 

This is the beginning of a major turning point in life.

Starting now and through the next three to four months, it will likely be unsettled and awkward.

This is a rite of passage and when it's over all you will be left with is how you handled the relationships you have gotten yourself into.

(wonder what this means)

A woman scorned

There is something wrong here. I'm worried that I upset the balance in the universe, specifically a person's view of the universe. I've been under surveillance, and speaking frankly with her I see a side of her that has been under wraps forever. An emotionally unstable and insecure person. Now she is scorned, vicious and irrational. And self centered and narcissistic as ever. Her mood swings are like a chemical imbalance. Self preservation is what it all really amounts to. How does it feel to be used my entire life? Ask me in September.