Friday, May 31, 2013

New Horizons

I got laid off. Met my recruiter. Hope multiplied by excitement. Met Tom and wonder what is real now and then. But great to see him nonetheless. My GF is late and was M.I.A. for a bit and wonder more than ever. But this train is like an express to the future with the money I was waiting for. Wow

Mr. Lutin:

Sign up for a spa day. Let yourself cry at a concert or film. Indulge in the areas that have been taboo to daily workaholic you. They're known as feelings. The more they flow this week, the further you will go. Wish fulfillment is part of a healthy soul. Consider what you are here to do and how your voice just became a form of currency. You are the embodiment of choices you make, less so the ones others make for you.

Friday, May 17, 2013

Page of Cups

Grounded for now, I simply can't afford to move. Tax accountant settlement will be complete on Monday. I stopped caring enough to check her phone but still have anxiety regarding her photos, all her friend connections and where this is leading. Relaxed my guard enough to go to travel together to Nagoya last week and Hiroshima tomorrow. But it is a tough balance. Work is not busy but I have to show up,... our industry doesn't sound very positive, challenges ahead.

Metropolis Pisces Thursday:

"There's nothing like a good shake-up to sharpen your senses. Know that the much awaited Pluto–Uranus square arrives Tuesday. Your inner need for expression and independence can clash with what's expected of you. The systems that no longer work are asking for more than ever. If you have an addictive love personality, pull back and stop giving more than you get. It's time to exist for the reason you came here."

Page of Cups revisited:

Be Emotional

be moved or touched
let your feelings show
respond to beauty
be sentimental or romantic
shed your detachment
let your heart lead the way

Be Intuitive

receive guidance from within
act on a hunch
remember your dreams
have a psychic experience
experience direct knowing
trust your gut reaction

Be Intimate

start or renew a love affair
meet someone you're attracted to
get closer to someone
go beyond formalities
have a special moment of togetherness
solidify a friendship
share something personal

Be Loving

make a thoughtful gesture
express sympathy and understanding
forgive yourself
forgive someone who has hurt you
apologize to someone you have hurt
reach out and touch someone
mend a broken relationship
brighten someone's day
respond with caring rather than anger
refuse to judge or condemn