I realize how timeless this song is. I ended up following up on the photos and emails I found it it resulted in unfortunate news that I was fearful of (but not enough to probe). The end result is a woman carrying a torch for a famous person, doing anything not to admit to maintaining the relationship and the people around them during that time. Anything more are just tears, and denials. The pressure is on for me to get us an apartment and later marry with no questions asked. But at this point I'm ready to get a room of my own and say farewell. Quite sad actually... I really loved her.