Rage against reason

No fun at home. An insult by me injured her pretty severely. Kids are affected and begging me to make up for it. But that is what's going on. I can't say anything, do anything. I was wrong for what I said and did. But my reaction is just a frustration with passive aggressive manipulation. To do something nice for her just leads to more p-a behavior. I'm pretty bad too, and took advantage of a bad situation after that making it worse. Cold war without remorse, such an unbearable relationship. Life is too short to be so unhappy for so long.

Ogre, kind of true

....ruled by Neptune and Neptune NEVER allows you to stay mad forever. Could that be the damned reason that even after you've mustered up all your courage and dared to confront the ogre who has been oppressing you, you still get the idea that you should go on feeling compassionate and make nice? (but about being made forever, I don't think so... won't be that stupid)