Skidding towards my goal.
Tragedy hit the family when an elder passed away. It wasn't a surprise, but sad nonetheless. Like a rainy day, it showed up during a financial drought. And due to more recent bad behavior, I'm all out for a while. Small reward my previous girlfriend showed up, like me crying out for help, wishing she was still there and I wouldn't have been out there chasing women for the past 4 years. Well suddenly she was back, and the t
ragedy provided a window of distraction and relief. Still overcoming all this is like travelling through a
vortex. Mo money mo problems; no money problem. Batten down the hatches... Today might be September 5, but I'm looking forward to November 22 and the week afterward. I populated my calendar with scheduled time at the movies, studying language and physical training to get me through this. And of course focus on work too. Simple things to make me happy. Old comic books like Cloak and Dagger. Upcoming Japan releases Green Lantern, Fast Five, Rise of the Planet of the Apes, Captain America. It is the weekend of November 22 that Cowboys and Aliens will release and The Three Musketeers the week after. By then I'll be in the black. And hopefully will be wholeheartedly beyond the angst driven life I've been living. Yet reading my previous posts, how many times have I said that before and backslid. The outlook remains positive. I'm not worried at all. Any angst hopefully my plans will get me through it without thinking too much.
