I've been on a quadruple of benders over the past year. A big stupid amount of squanderous behavior. Lots of times I know that I could have and should have taken the high road, but instead wallowed and sauntered down the low road. It has left me bankrupt both in terms of money and spirit. On another level, I'm a rising star, a force to be reckoned with in the business world. Unfortunately, the local and familiar has triumphed over the global and wondrous opportunities that abound. All that being said, I think I have a solution... regress, reset. The simplest pleasure I used to enjoy, like watching the road runner, riding the subway nowhere and everywhere. Reading at a library and enjoying the silence. I feel that there is a reason to be optimistic, and then some. The focus that got me where I am is still there, just buried under a lot of angst. But isn't that what has always driven me, crazy...? But relax, I found some solace in the most unusual places that I totally forgot about. Enough to get me to next spring. Get ready, set, RESET
