Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Borderline



Things are lining up, but not perfect. I took a month off from the gym. A couple of dog bones are being thrown my way, like a small bonus and pay raise. Yet still on the heels of my recent impulsive breakdown. What followed was more time with my wish it were my ex-girlfriend. And guess what, she rocked me. I came three times back to back. Didn't even know that was possible. Funny she said, you see, there is nothing wrong with you. I totally agreed with her. Lately, the wind makes me hard, and I'm taking vitamins, ammo and gunpowder. Leading into the next few months, I think I may be a lot confident. A few workouts at the gym to channel my energy and save a bit of money, well, I might be really ready for whatever.

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Might as well face it I'm looking for love

Weird. I'm bored. I have someone who likes me a lot. But it appears vain and manipulated. Totally strings attached. I realize that I'll have to be really serious about not getting involved any further. No matter how desperate and avoid entertaining a dangerous liaison. That being said, I feel that the horizon will bring someone who will rescue me from this petty drama. There is something wrong with what I've done this time, and I know it won't get much better next time. This post makes no sense, just a placesetter, and will report something positive in the future.